Hey Mr. Guana, I just want u to know I miss u sooooo much, and it is true that u never know what u have until it's gone. I cried soo bad 4 u when I found out the news and little Ghana just broke down. I felt soo bad 4 him. I remember how u treated me like a daughter and u loved my son Jordan so much. Now he looks at your pic and juss smile. I know he sees u. (He loves his pop-pop). Oh yeah I kept that outfit u bought him for Christmas. I will never get rid of it lol. I'm so happy u always come to me in my dreams, i get scared sometimes but i like seeing u there. I remember u telling me in one "this is tearing me apart" because in the dream u saw your children crying. I know u love them and they love u soooo much. I hope u guys see each other again because you all miss each other. u also told me u were at Ghanas' graduation, i told him that too so he wouldn't be soo sad. Anyway i know u have to rest so I'm ending this with an (i love u and goodnight)