Three (3) months and still so much pain...the crying has lessen somewhat but the emptiness is still there. That VOID that just won't go away. We all are trying so hard to go on but still find ourselves in that limbo state of mind. The constant day dreaming, remembering the good times, wondering what if??? Asking ourselves what would he say? What would he do? Is he still watching over me and if so how often? Your family is still in so much pain, not sure what to say anymore. I find peace being around your kids, looking at your photos, talking to your family, remembering all the good times and the way you made me laugh. You did such a perfect impression of "Bernie Mac", I would laugh so hard my side would hurt. You are loved by so many people, you touched the hearts of so many.. I'm trying so hard to deal with your loss, the pain comes in waves.... I will never stop loving you Gee.